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Stay busy, always busy.

Stay busy, always busy.

One of the coping mechanisms I developed thanks to my ADHD and chronic depression was to always stay productive. Growing up, I took on the identity of “a jack of all trades”, and every hobby I came across was so intensely interesting to me. At first I merely thought...

Words for Casey

Words for Casey

On January 4th, 2022, My friend Casey Miller left this earth after a long battle with covid pneumonia. I was asked to say a few words. These are the words I wrote down and attempted to share. I met Casey as teenagers in the mid 90s, right between my most goody...

Joyous Music Season

Joyous Music Season

I love Christmas music. Every year in Oklahoma some station becomes a Christmas music only station beginning right before Thanksgiving all the way through the new year, and that is what my truck stereo gets set to and stays on for the entire season. It really got me...

Two Wrongs, Too Writes

Two Wrongs, Too Writes

It’s often said that two wrongs don’t make a right but why is it that we all assume that two rights can not be so. And I’m not talking about a world where there is no truth. I’m referring to the complexity of information and perspective. Maybe the transcendentalists...

A Night With Casey in the ICU

A Night With Casey in the ICU

It’s weird to see you there with the machines breathing for you. Your nutritional ooze is being fed to you at the rate of 30 ml per hour. You are eating like a rabbit, just a little food throughout the day. This is gonna be a great opportunity for you to shed some...

I host a mostly one man podcast where I discuss things that go on inside my head. How I process the world and thinking about thinking. Sometimes I might have a special guest, but mostly it’s just me, NXiL, talking about what motivates me and the decisions I face in life.

I broke my foot

Been a while since I sat down and recorded one of these. Need to get back into the swing of it. pic.twitter.com/U8qOxDGY9w— NXiL (@nxil) December 11, 2023

Big Prayers

I do a regular podcast, mostly rambling and trying to better understand my own thought processes. I will be posting these exclusively on Twitter to see how this platform works for video content hosting and sharing. pic.twitter.com/OzJr6P2l4n— NXiL (@nxil) May...